fantasy shopping

lately i've been having dreams of going shopping..picking out clothes and trying them on in the dressing room.

this is nothing new to me, and it just reminds me how much i would love to be a fashion designer, just for my own benefit. i have dreams like this all the time. its just the past week it has been every night! usually its a reminder that i need to go do some retail therapy. although with my current condition..buying clothes right now wouldn't be the best idea. considering they wouldn't fit in a month.

Its not just one thing i see that i like, i can fill a whole store up with clothes just from my imagination. then to top it off by time i make it into the dressing room, i try on the clothes and they change right in front of me.

I love it, in fact sometimes i start to wake up from the dream and quickly get myself to fall back asleep so i can finish in the dressing room.

I even remember having this dream when i was around 5 or 6. Of course then it was disney princess dresses and once i woke up and opened my closet i realized they were gone. It really put a damper on my day.

I still get the oh they don't have my size! or this doesnt fit right! or this is ugly on! but those frustrations don't seem to bother me in my dream.

I love love love it.

luckly i never make it to the check out line, my dream self would be broke.