just checking up on you..

I think i might turn into one of those moms who call their kids like everyday. You know once they grow up.

I've been sick the past 2 days so in hopes of getting better robbie dropped nahla off with his mom for the night (6 hours) while i rested so i can try to get better faster.

I am currently experiencing what can only be labeled as Nahla withdrawl. Shes only been gone 5 hours.

I dont know how robbie does it everyday. I feel sort of lost..like what do i do with my time. Very weird..Its kinda nice, but weird.

It leaves me to conclude that i am genetically set up to be one of those obsessed moms.

May be ill use face paint in the colors of her little league teams during games. I'll yell like a gorilla from the stands..embarrassing robbie

May be ill make dozens of cookies and cupcakes for her school.

May be ill go to pto meetings...ewww.

May be ill give her kisses in front of her friends when she is old enough to be embarrassed about it.

May be ill try to be the "cool" mom who thinks they can hang out with their kids friends all the time.

The possibilities of obsessiveness are endless.

Lets hope that by time she moves out i've found an old lady hobby so she can be at peace knowing i'll only call once every couple days..well at least only once a day.