TRUE BLOOD WHERE ARE YOU

so ive been watching a little to much true blood, or more like wishing i was. I LOVE THAT SHOW.

I just got done watching the 3rd season and they are playing the fourth on hbo. The bad thing, we dont have hbo, and you can't watch them online! So hear i am watching the recaps on hbo so i can try to have some of the show without wanting to die from withdrawl.

So i had a dream about true blood last night..sookie was in it..and we were running away from 3 vampire girls that wanted to drain us...that were..victorias secret models. I know this is starting to sound like a boys fantasy dream..but it was mine..not robbies.. it was seriously scary.

Then my mom has a cat spooky which i insistently called sookie by mistake.

This show is killing me, i even considered watching pirtated copies, but i was too afraid to get killer viruses! Someone please please find a way for me to watch the next season!!! AHHH.

On another note..i went to the baby doc today. All is well, all is well. However i have to come off my celexa..an anti anxiety medicine and im a little angry because i called 5 weeks ago asking if i needed to come off of it because you have to pace yourself off of it or you get serious withdrawl problems. He said its fine we'll pace you off before the third trimester. which is when it can cause problems.

So i go in today and he says how do you feel about coming off the medicine..of course i dont like the idea but he suggests it..and guess what he says it can cause problems in the first trimester! WTF!!!?? Why did he not tell me this 5 weeks ago. When i was 3 weeks pregnant instead of 7 and 1/2?! So now i have 1 week to go from 40mg of celexa to 0. I am going to have serious headaches, horrid nightmares, shakes, anxiety, nausea, panic attacks EVERYTHING.

I already had to go cold turkey on klonopin horrible horrible.

Seriously not cool